It has been a month plus and it is proven that time does changes everything. Nerdy E'ah is opening up to me. Our one month anniversary, her birthday celebration.... She finally is moved. Haha.. Let me spare the details ba! Lolz..
Fasting month is coming to an end soon. It has been a fruitful one. I guess during the holy month is when an individual sits back and just reflects about his purpose in life and the things he has achieved in life. That is what i did though. I have not achieved much yet. Rather i gained something that is so valuable in me. I moved on from my past. Learnt to be a stronger person. Met some1 great!!! The childish personality, the fun personality still do exists hor! Lolz.. A job which I will work on to achieve my dream. Insyallah, God will guide me to the correct path one day. A journey that i dream of.......
A good son, a good brother.... Is it so hard to do it? My brothers are respectful of me, but is it a force tingy coz of my bad temper that they are afraid to go against me or it is a mutual sincere feeling towards me. I give them every support they need from me. I protect them when ever they are in trouble. I even dare to die for them to protect them. My chance of going to NUS was tarnished coz i thought they are the ones that matters. I want them to have a brighter future. To do well. I have gone thru hardship, unlike them. I noe how to survive. Do they see this?? Hmmm.. Are they moved by this?? I really dunno..............
I miss MAMA. I miss how MAMA show love towards me. I noe she cares for me a lot. Fadli Fadli.. When are you gonna change ur attitude?? I have too.. 22 years old liao. I must gain some respect. And before i gain that, i have to give respect to people 1st. Where do i start? From my parents. MAMA, PAPA.. I promise i will give u all the respect in the world. No more shouting back and i will heed ur advices. I will grow up. Frens, you might be wondering why suddenly the change in attitude. Hmmm.. I guess its time up for me. You never noe when you or ur parents might leave one day(CHOI!!), might as well start now when they are around you. Maturity has got into me i guess. But the stupid, fun, crazy Fadli will still be around!!! Lolz..
E'ah.. Ur the reason that made me wanna get on the good path. You made me feel like some1 respected. Some1 important, some1 that is worth to be good too.. Thank you so much dearie. U mean a lot to me. I made some really big decision in life. N i noe its worth it.. Anyway HAPPY 19th BIRTHDAY to you Baby.. Hope you will remember that 1st birthday surprise i had for u and there will be more to come.. Lolz.. Love u loads darLz!!!!
Fadli aka FiDDLer
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PROFILE
Fadli aka FiDDLer. Born on 4th November 1986. In love with a sweet cute girl by the name, Nur Fathiha. 14th August 2008 where it all began. Seeing LIFE in a different way now. Still going after his aims and ambitions.