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Friday, September 12, 2008

The Right Decision

Baby E'ah, if your reading this, please do not misunderstand what i m tryin to say ok?? U noe rite at the end of the day the person i love and the person i wanna spend the rest of my life with is u rite?? Remember 17/08/2010??

Fiddler was harsh today. Suhaila called and i decided to be a bastard and ignored her totally. It is reli so unlike me to treat her that way. Since she has always thought that her decision is always right, the Fiddler will also assume what he is doing is right too. Calls ignored, calls rejected, calls were left unattended. She cried.. Never once throughout the 5 years i knew her she cried that way. Little tears started coming out. But never will i give in to my emotions. I just had to tell her that we are done. Nothing is left between us anymore. Even love. Memories will always stay in our mind, but others will be washed away. Deep down in her, her actions, her words.. She is still holding on the FiDDLer. But he will never ever give in to that, coz FiDDLer have found a wonderful replacement who is better than her. Respect, appreciating me and understanding me when i voice our someting. FiDDLer's last words.. " I'm sorry Suhaila, i know i was being a bastard. You have your frens, family and Rendra. And that is what matters" (qouting you).

Today was 1st day at work! Been sick the last 3 days!! Damn sucky ar.. But i shall not give in to the stupid virus. Haha!!! Oh well.. Been feeling much better with Nerdy E'ah's company. Though she did not really pamper me much but oh well. I just had to adapt right. Tanx baby!

Work was crazy.. Tryin to tell myself not to give in to the sickness and concentrate on work. Worst of all was, i felt insulted with some comments. Hmmm.. We young engineers aren't capable enough is it. Not experience enuough can gain experience through practise and guidance right??????? Please consider that ok... Oh well, though i understand that we are new but... Oh well.. If my talents or capabilites ain't good enough, be it.. One day i will work harder and prove that i am worth it..

Will be busy the next few days to prepare for someting for Nerdy E'ah.. LEcEH ar bday bday ni semua!!! HAHAH!!! Kidding gal... Lolz.. Baby i promise u i will do someting rite.. I will do it.. Juz keep to what you promise me.. N i will be the last person to wish u.. Not the 1st!!! Boring sia.. Every1 wants to b the 1st... Lolz!!! For a change i will be the last ok?????? Lolz..

19.. Hmmmm.. 3 yrs ago.. How was it like to b 19.. Lolz.. Anyway... Juz get ready k baby!!! It will be one hell of a night!!!

Fadli aka FiDDLer

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