HeLL NO!! Who cares bout the past when u have the present and let's look forward for the future!! Haha.. Damn! Freaking long long day today. Been damn bz at work. Calls after calls, case after case.. Can go crazy sia like that. Oh well, tomorrow is the last day of shift.. ENDURE!!!
The past shapes and prepares you for the present and the present prepares you for the future. My teenage life was hell of a crazy one. Ups and downs, lefts n rights.. Right decisions, wrong decisions.. Now adult life, is totally a brand new start. Me aint gonna be foolish, childish or stupid anymore. Now i truly appreciate the present. Nerdy E'ah!!! My new obsession.Her smell!!!!! I cant stop smelling her!!! God Dammit!!!
Mummy has always nagged at me to learn to b independent, thrifty.. Now i understand what she means by that. Work aint easy.. N to study n work is worst.. But oh well, i reli cant wait to get back to my computer books. A dream to work as a network engineer internationally has been my dream since poly. Not easy.. But i will neve give up that dream of mine. If so many pple have achieved their dream, y cant i.. Nerdy E'ah, i promise u to give u a blissful life.. Mummy, i promise u i will neve disappoint u.. I wanna bring fame to my family n love ones.
Today, foo seng(my shift partner) and i came up wif a new motto. FREE STUFF AINT GOOD, GOOD STUFF AINT CHEAP!!! It is so damn bloody true!! Lolz.. Talking bout work, working in a data centre is crazy. My body is like in a heywire!! Always feeling cold, even perspire come out oso cold!! Siao rite!!! Lolz.. Still having a light fever but oh well.. got my antidote!!! Nerdy E'ah's smell.. WoooHooo~~~
Baby, i did this for you while on my way to meet u juz now. Hope u like it..
I walk alone through the darkness with nothing left for me in life but I dare not give up my search for hopes of finding the light in my life that I yearn so deeply for.
Wanting to just give up many times but the image of her in my head keeps me pushing forward never stopping, never resting in fear of missing her and loosing her forever.
No matter what stands in my way I shall keep pressing on and searching, for she has my heart and my soul
Shes my reason for breathing...
Music Took Control at; 11:17 PM
PROFILE
Fadli aka FiDDLer. Born on 4th November 1986. In love with a sweet cute girl by the name, Nur Fathiha. 14th August 2008 where it all began. Seeing LIFE in a different way now. Still going after his aims and ambitions.