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Sunday, August 31, 2008

Deep doWn iN me

Fiddling on this computer chair, i wonder.. What is a real relationship? 22Years living in the fiddled world. I haven not found the answer to it. Sacrifices after sacrifices. Accepting one's flaws, trying to b matured when u noe u cant. I reli wonder. Ex-SHE expected a lot from me. Being this and that.. I tried, but failed. Now the present-SHE, takes a relationship very easy. Y is it always the FiDDLer trying to make tings work but neve the other way round. Its reli tired to do all this, but love is blind ain't it. Deep down my heart aches. Reli pain.. The FiDDLer is Happy but reli scared.. Scared that the present-SHE will juz end all this. I dun mind doin anyting for her. For her to b happy.. Haiz**wateva ar!! Im crapping**.. FiDDLer aint feelin real good. b4 u get, u want it so much, after u get its juz taking it easy aint it.. **Slapz face, ur strong FiDDLer!! Wake up!!**

17 days n running, i reli doubt there was a day only me n her had private moments for the whole day. Kind of sad though.. but too bad FiDDLer, she feels happier when she is wif her frens, not u.. Ur juz tere n tere to fill her life up. Oh well, its only 17 days mar!! Kwang3.. Sad2 for wat rite. Remember FiDDLer always belives being in love is not juz being happy but to accept ur partner's flaw no matter wat. Stick to that! Hahaa.. For how long i will b able to do tt?? I reli dunno.. Life is unpredictable.. Life will neve b smooth, so is love.. I noe that presently i love her and i do wanna spend the rest of my life wif her. Hope Allah will bless me wif that. I reli m too tired to start all over again. She needs time now i noe but i cant help but feelin sad sometimes that i dun get reli much attention like how she gives attention to her frens.. Time, time n time.. Time is the best cure for everyting meh?!!! Fuck! Now im getting irritated. **I am juz crapping la i guess**. Dunno wat to type liao la!!! SObz.. :(

Fadli aka FiDDLer

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